little home sunshine goa

Is it the emotion one feels, to face the unknown situation, or is it the ill memory we take from seeing other experience, even worst is the fear we feel when we know we have done something wrong? Whatever it may be, it is definitely the strongest emotion that make human to call out to his creator. It is the only feeling that make us go through all our past good and bad memory lane, yea depending upon the scenario of course. Fine, why did I choose to write about this today? It is because I have been realizing lately that, when I am under the influence of this emotion, I am able to find my inner strength... venture to its limits. wow! is what I say when I come out of the scene. I was capable. Good! pat my back and go ahead in life with a self confidence that was just gifted to me. So I guess, all I wanted to tell myself is, I need not feel in-secured or worried regarding the fear, as it is only a means that is presented to me so that i remember my God!!!

Yesterday, I happen to please the time master I guess, and he gave me some tick in his watch. Thus, I had a chance to catch the movie " Alice in wonderland " that too from the beginning to the end. When the moving started, it looked like.. you know an aristocratic English movie.. but thank god that I did not change the channel. Something at the end of the movie held on to me with a nice feeling. And hey! this is solely my interpretation of the movie ok... I saw Alice being thrown into a very crucial decision of her life a " Marriage "; though she had different dreams. However, though she was disturbed by the sudden change in her life, she kept her eye open for miracles (the impossible! as per Alice). She sees a rabbit in waistcoat, with pocket watch run past her. And apparently, she is the only one who can see him. Here she take a decision, the 1st one, forgetting her present and follow what she finds curious or fascinating. She runs behind the rabbit, falls

Yea.. that sounds funny! Just think, you have new ring on your finger. You flaunt it for a week- collect all the praises that you get for its beauty, design, quality etc etc... Then exhibit it around for a month to people who notice its new, then months pass by, years follow. Eventually forget that its even exist on your finger... why?? Cause you take it for granted. You know that its there on your finger, it is a nice one, fits you perfectly(so u know u won't lose it). Finally, after an amount of time, you realize that you have grown fat, the ring has lost its glow, it has faded, but it is still sitting there on ur finger hugging it. Alas, now however, you don't like the hug coz, its too tight rather than the warm feeling it used be. But then, someone you meet after a long time (a friend or ur protector) tells you that your ring is still very beautiful and a unique one. So, you again feel proud of it. Now you want to cherish it rather than exhibiting. So u struggle an

Some say friends make a major portion of our lifetime... however, none of them stay for the entire life of a person, except for few people, on whom the angel of luck shines. Though this angel is little chinchy and not all experience her gifts life long... I did! She did shine on me and that to with some exceptional gifts. Though many of the gift were lost in the journey of life. More coz of my negligence in taking care of my beloved gifts. It was only when I realized that the gift given to me belong to me, and its I who have to give time to clean it, polish it, sometime flaunt it to the world. I gave them more attention, not only when I needed them but also when they need me... Never the less, I was even blessed grossly by the angel. Some of those gift, didnot need all the caring. They were always there, keeping a watch over me. And now I enjoy their company. Some of the gifts were never mine to be kept, they had to leave, but they gave something that even now help me to tru