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I forgot that I use to record my life here. Things that my future generation would read. However this recording is so painful. So many thing happened this year, I have been constantly praying, arguing and thanking my Jesus. But as they say "count your blessing.." and that is exactly what I am going to do now. Not think of this tough time, concentrate only on the blessing, our god bestowed on us. Thank you Jesus!

This is the feeling I am constantly going through. Praying to god, to take us through this safely.

Life was so right, kids growing up, learning to be independent of me for most of their basic needs, jobs doing great; great project, lot of exposure, constant learning and contentment, House build as per our dreams etc etc… Then God decides that, we are not having enough excitement in our life. So what does he do? He brings in breathtaking news to us…We going to have a new little bud to our bouquet. Yes I was expecting; and was delivered of a baby girl this May. Oh it was a very difficult pregnancy. Constant prayer from all my friends and family is the only reason why my dearest NeAnn is with us.   My life was never the same again. It was turned upside down, never in my life have I been to unprepared for something. But this was chaos, opposite to: routine, settled and all the words in the dictionary that’s synonym to these. There was one thing that was in very vast proportion and that was joy and love. Thank you Jesus for bringing in our baby NeAnn to us